21st of June, another year in my life begins. In the Cathedral of Chartres I see the light of the Summer Solstice moving on the floor.
I have a big wish, I carry it inside. The wish to live fearless. To live as if nobody is watching me. To take myself by the hand with all my good and less good facets.
To take a step, spread my wings and fly.
I think what prevents me from doing that is judging myself.
In real life now it gets tougher and tougher to behave as if I am small and not OK. The camino has had a profound influence on me, both on the outside (lost 11 kilos) and on the inside (feeling more of myself)
What comes to mind is a card of a beautiful turquoise parrot sitting on a branch of a tree. The friend that send it to me, he has been in my life for over 20 years. He wrote: “You are like this parrot, when you come to development, you will surprise the world one day.”
What would it take to make living fearless happen? To take off and fly?
That is the core of living life fearless to me: opening my wings and fly. Hence the name of the blog, radiant woman. The part in me that longs to fly high.
I know she is living inside of me. I wonder why she keeps in hiding often.
What do I get out of hiding that part of me? When is enough enough?
Next step?
Allowing myself to speak up for what I need.
A year to communicate and staying true to myself.
Looking forward to that.
