I have a longing to fly. Not just in a balloon or an airplane, just by myself. Without any equipment strapped onto me. To be like a bird and use the dynamics of the wind to move around. Being at ease, seeing the earth from above and the silence enveloping me and the wind carrying me.
I am not born like an eagle, although part of my Dutch family name has the word eagle in it. I thought as a child that it might help me to fly. It has not happened.
Once I found a card and it had the text: Did you ever consider aerotherapy? These were my words. Yes, indeed I had.
The longing for flying with me is related to surrender. I would love to surrender, to give up control by my egoistic will looking out for number one.
This vision is coming closer and closer that I can surrender in every moment.
Again and again. That I can let go of my thinking that it needs to be perfect always.
I can feel that the Sun, the Moon and the Sun always shine. Even when hidden behind the clouds. So am I, even if I don’t always see it myself. That is my vision for the Pisces Moon Soul Collage.