It sounds so easy, it seems so natural and still I have a hard time trusting it. My hunches and feelings. I doubt what I feel and I want to brush it aside. One example. I once had astrology students and each took a real life issue to look at. A man took the anger in his life. On a scale from 1 to 10 his anger was in the higher echelons. He looked at his horoscope and it did not get him anywhere.
We begin a discussion about his anger, exploring his horoscope. And then I feel the need to get the aura-soma bottles on the table. The bottles with the numbers of his birth date. That is the hunch. Then my mind and reason interfere, I go: “This is crazy, I am doing astrology here, not aura-soma bottles. No way. That will not look too good if I do that. What good will it do?” I doubt and doubt about it. Reason and argue with myself. By now I know from experience that this is a hunch and a strong one too.
I take the four bottles of his birth date. Remember that we are talking about anger and in aura-soma terminology anger could be translated in the color red. The bottles on the table are either red, pink or magenta. No other color in there. I would say that 80% of the bottles holds red in it. This makes a valid point for this man. Red is the color of both passion and anger. What happens if you do not live from passion, when your passion is blocked? You turn into one angry young man. Frustrated because you do not get what you want and what you need to be happy.
I am glad that I did listen. It was an addition to the conversation. Things like this are more than a coincidence. I am learning to listen to hunches like this every day. IT is there and I can feel it. Will I use it? That is the real question. My fear is sometimes too big to open my mouth. My impressions are not always ‘easy’, like the hunch for the use of aura-soma bottles. What about using my other impressions? Will I tell? And if I tell, will they believe me? That fear can be enormous. I loose myself often in wondering about it. Why me? Is it real? How do I know?