On March 4th a post by Bill inspired me to write a comment. The post was called Let’s discuss Angels. I jumped right in, no thinking. The paranormal coming out, in blogosphere. The strange thing is that I am postponing to publish about it on my own blog. Here, for you. I can’t get it done. This comment was already published, why not use this instead? Here is the original comment.
Thanks for this post Bill. It makes me realize how shy I am about sharing my stories on my blog. It is nice to do it in a comment, but on my blog? That still needs some scratching on the head.
In my life I have had my fair share in paranormal experiences and have changed by them, lots. Also in a way I feel that everyone is paranormal and it is the most normal thing in the world. It is just that some of us are rational and push anything non-objective and non-scientific away. I have not found a way to talk about it without pretending to be different. I am not different anyway but people act different when they know what I feel or could experience. It changes them and their reaction to me. It has made me shy and very aware of what I say and not say.
What happens to me for instance is that I feel people that have passed away and they impress messages on me for their family members. I might be visiting on a birth day and next thing I know, I get cold like sitting in a freezer and then the message begins. Some of them are really in a hurry to get a message through and the message is loving and comforting for the family members.
But how would you react if I begin talking about your deceased grandma and I tell you her name and her message? It is scary to many and it takes a lot of stretching in thinking. The next time I meet them they look at me with strange eyes, knowing eyes. I have not come to terms with this yet. Oh dear, I did it again, I shared. Who cares it is not on my blog!
Thanks Bill and Jo, for the courage to spit it out.